I was feeling extra depressed and, after watching Peter Pan one to many times, I started thinking about a story I plan on writing… and this song that I wrote is gonna be in it, I think anyway.

I put this under poem 'cause I didn't feel like having a whole new section just for one song... I don' do this all that often.

Which means this belongs to ( Read more... )

It’s past 4:30am and I’m still up!!!! I do not want to be up! I’m sick, my throat hurts, and I can’t fucking breathe! It’s not fucking fair! Plus my mattress is old and worn out so it has lumps and I can feel all the springs, which hurt my back even more than normal. I’m so fucking tired… everyone else is asleep but me.

See it all started Friday. ( Read more... )

mom Life sucks, and yes, I did post this on the site... for those of you who have no ida what 'site' then never you mind!

If you click this link then you are going to see triggering 'cutting' images and hear/read about what's been going on. If you don' like or care then back the fuck off!

( I'm out of it! )

Chapter 25

“Part 2”

Disclaimer - I do not own Four Brothers.

Pairing - Bobby/Jack

Rating - R

“Talking”

‘Thinking’

x-x-x-x

Curling on his bed Jack lay with his back to the door, staring at his desk; which held his laptop and other technical and computerized shit. His body hurt so bad, even with the pills, he’d been able to keep it from showing so not ( Read more... )

Chapter 25
“Unreal Pain”

Disclaimer - I do not own Four Brothers. Nor do I own the songs!

‘What I’ve Done’ - Linkin Park

‘Leave Out All The Rest’ - Linkin Park

Pairing - Bobby/Jack

Rating - R

“Talking”

‘Thinking’

x-x-x-x

Persistent knocking woke Jack the next morning and he groaned, shifted, then froze when he felt the warm, muscular, body laying ( Read more... )

Chapter 24

“Part 2”

Disclaimer - I do not own Four Brothers

Pairing - Bobby/Jack

Rating - NC-17

“Talking”

‘Thinking’

x-x-x-x

The song was his shortest song but it was also one that meant a lot to him so when people cheered he felt relief fill him. Taylor came on stage, clapped his arm with a smile, before waving out to stage.

“And that was ‘Spares’ ( Read more... )

Chapter 24

“Telling of Fear and Replacing It”

Disclaimer - I do not own Four Brothers. Nor do I own the songs

‘My Obsession’  is by Skillet

‘Forsaken’  is by Skillet

‘Always’   is by Saliva

‘Better Than Drugs’   by Skillet

‘Life Is Beautiful’   by Sixx A.M.

“Talking”

‘Thinking’

x-x-x-x

Bobby sat back in the chair at the dinning room table. Sofi had cooked ( Read more... )

Another ranting session, so apologies before I start.

My mom had the surgery… I don’ know if I wrote about that or not, but she did. She was home for a week then her boss made her take the next week off. She went back to work this week but on Tuesday she tore so stitches and had to come home and stay home Wednesday. She went to work today but I ( Read more... )

First let me say so many fuckin’ things are happening right now… and most of them not good! My mom… my mom has/had a tumor in her abdomen… she had surgery last week… so far she’s ok, say’s she’s not in pain anymore which is very good.

The bad news… her boss, someone we’ve known for years and who is a control freak, made her take this week off!!! … ( Read more... )

Chapter 23

“Reasons and Leavings”

Disclaimer - I do not own Four Brothers

Pairing - Bobby/Jack

Rating - T

“Talking”

‘Thinking’

x-x-x-x

After Kerra and Seth left the silence in the living room was deafening as Jack curled up and tried to hide and his brothers stared at him in shock. It was like they couldn’t comprehend what was just said. A phone ringing ( Read more... )