I'm sorry... I'm sorry my computer caught a virius!! I can't even GO online or use it so my cousin took it to fix. But I'm sorry for anyone who's pissed or whatever that I don't have it up but its not my fucking fault!

Hell I'm the one who lost the computer! My computer was all I had... I don't have cable or even a TV all I have is my computer. I ( Read more... )

Again ‘he’s’ yelling. Now he’s saying he isn’t going to pay his half of the rent… which means we’re not going to be able to make rent… which means … which means we’re going to be evicted … again. Now he’s just yelling in general. Yelling and making comments; bring up my brother… talking about my aunt and calling her a ‘twat’ and all kinds of ( Read more... )

It’s past 4:30am and I’m still up!!!! I do not want to be up! I’m sick, my throat hurts, and I can’t fucking breathe! It’s not fucking fair! Plus my mattress is old and worn out so it has lumps and I can feel all the springs, which hurt my back even more than normal. I’m so fucking tired… everyone else is asleep but me.

See it all started Friday. ( Read more... )

mom Life sucks, and yes, I did post this on the site... for those of you who have no ida what 'site' then never you mind!

If you click this link then you are going to see triggering 'cutting' images and hear/read about what's been going on. If you don' like or care then back the fuck off!

( I'm out of it! )

Another ranting session, so apologies before I start.

My mom had the surgery… I don’ know if I wrote about that or not, but she did. She was home for a week then her boss made her take the next week off. She went back to work this week but on Tuesday she tore so stitches and had to come home and stay home Wednesday. She went to work today but I ( Read more... )

First let me say so many fuckin’ things are happening right now… and most of them not good! My mom… my mom has/had a tumor in her abdomen… she had surgery last week… so far she’s ok, say’s she’s not in pain anymore which is very good.

The bad news… her boss, someone we’ve known for years and who is a control freak, made her take this week off!!! … ( Read more... )

I am not a happy person right now! I went and started an account on IJ (Insane Journal) thinking that they would have another Four Brothers community (or asylum as they call it). There I was all excited and happy then guess what?!

They don’t!!! They don’t have not one fucking ‘asylum’!!! Not one!

This sucks… I like QaF, really I do … but I mean I ( Read more... )

Wanna hear something really fucked up!?

I was going to check my mail when I came across this thing about the 'Bush administration' they're trying to take away even more of our, woman's, choices!! they're trying to put birth control categorized under abortion!

That will take away and hurt most low-income woman. I mean it will even affect woman who' ( Read more... )