Decelerating now, don't worry ( Read more... )

I am clearing the decks in preparation for writing actual positive posts ( Read more... )

Still having revelations about how deliberately horrible Judah was to me, but I do seem to have gotten past all the big ones. I was reminded the other day of the time in... early May? Late April? When he went out for drinks with his new friends group, the one that's all "fuck everything that moves without any regard for safer sex or people's ( Read more... )

Just answering all here even though some were labeled okay to unscreen so everything's in the ame place.

What is your favorite Tarot card and why?
Sorry, I don't have one; I've never felt a connection with tarot!

From where I sit, you've been amazingly clear and cogent about the situation and your reaction to it. No questions per se, but if you ( Read more... )

Yes, still uncovering stuff about Judah ( Read more... )

My sleep has been massively disrupted lately, which throws everything off. Stumbling through this week. I need to get my brain to stop dreaming of him, because all of those dreams are Very Bad ( Read more... )

My parents are on their way home as we speak. Phew. Everyone was here Thursday through this morning, and that gets clusterfucky at the best of times. I did the smartest thing I could do for myself and pled (legitimate) exhaustion instead of accompanying them on yesterday's full-day tourism spree ( Read more... )

Realized last night that I am, in fact, not going to have another baby ( Read more... )

* He came over last night to grab some of his stuff. What was supposed to be a 5-10 minute visit started late and stretched, of course. Highlights: He lied to the person he'd scheduled to help, telling him he wasn't allowed to have help. (I think this was an attempt to make me sound unreasonable. In fact, I specifically told the police that the ( Read more... )

My entire family is descending upon the house today for Elayna's graduation ( Read more... )