tonight is another one of those introspectives evenings that i tend to have from time to time.

i feel like i'm still trying to find myself and what i want to do with myself.

music and my friends are my life, but that's just not enough. i feel like i need a kick in the ass to get myself into gear and i'm having trouble doing so.

and never again will i believe the same old stories.

Bite your tongues, and keep my name from your mouths. I had nothing to do with any of this, so why I am being involved is way beyond me. Not once did add anything to this ridiculous quarrel, yet I'm being grouped in as if I did. I refrained from posting anything on Twitter to cause a stir, nor did ( Read more... )

Really?

He goes out of his way to do stuff for you and this is how you repay him?

Unbelievable.

This is another one of those journals that are just of me complaining about stupid shit, so if you don't feel like reading the same stuff you've probably heard before then just skip this entry ( Read more... )

 This year was very eventful, needless to say. There were a lot of good things and a lot of bad things that happened over the past 12 months. I was originally going to recap the year and pull out events that stood out a lot but I feel that it may be too much. Instead, I'm going to write about my friends I've made or just became closer to over this ( Read more... )

 1. It was Christmas, duh hah ( Read more... )

Christmas is supposed to be a happy time of year, and yes I was happy earlier, but a lot of things have come to my mind. My mother allowed me to open my gifts early around midnight, so I was happy about that. And although I do like a lot of what she got me, mainly because it's exactly what I asked for, I feel like I don't need or want what it was ( Read more... )

Twenty Two:

1.  Vocal lessons trying to sing Taylor Swift
2. Our teacher, Kim, loving the little lyric switch we do in the song
3. Jim got his car fixed
4. Hearing some new North Farewell stuff in Bruce's car
5. New Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood :D

Twenty-Three:

1. Jon enjoyed the shirt that I got him. :D (it was a light blue shirt that had a thumbs ( Read more... )

day twenty:
1. hanging out with jon for a bit
2. hanging out with jim / jeff
day twenty-one:

1.Red Robin
2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=st3OshYNVBA

the past few days have been kinda boring i know. :\

i'll update later for today.

1. Watching Conqueror of Shamballa. :D ( Read more... )