sometimes quicksand has a massive appeal to me
This is another one of those journals that are just of me complaining about stupid shit, so if you don't feel like reading the same stuff you've probably heard before then just skip this entry.
A friend of mine posted something on twitter about valentine's day and it got me thinking. It's such a stupid "holiday" but at the same time I probably only see it that way because I've never been able enjoy it to the fullest. not once in my life have i ever had someone around long enough to actually celebrate valentine's day with and that got me upset. as i always state, I hate not having someone. Every time I think I have a chance, I either find a way to ruin it, or there's like no way it could possibly happen because of things such as distance.
Another thing that really bothers me is when people who have little-to-no trouble at all finding a significant other complain about how they hate being single or hate being "alone". I'm sorry, but you don't even know the HALF of it, so shut the fuck up. I'm 19, turning 20 in less than 3 weeks, overweight, bad teeth, low self esteem, overly shy, unable to drive, unemployed, and not going to school. believe me, if you think you're alone because you've been single for like a few months, try spending the about 97% of your teenage life like that (and yes, I went and calculated that cause I'm that cool). It's really pretty upsetting. This isn't geared towards anyone in particular, it's just a major pet peeve of mine.
ghdfjkdsalfrantrantrant
I guess that's it for now.
A friend of mine posted something on twitter about valentine's day and it got me thinking. It's such a stupid "holiday" but at the same time I probably only see it that way because I've never been able enjoy it to the fullest. not once in my life have i ever had someone around long enough to actually celebrate valentine's day with and that got me upset. as i always state, I hate not having someone. Every time I think I have a chance, I either find a way to ruin it, or there's like no way it could possibly happen because of things such as distance.
Another thing that really bothers me is when people who have little-to-no trouble at all finding a significant other complain about how they hate being single or hate being "alone". I'm sorry, but you don't even know the HALF of it, so shut the fuck up. I'm 19, turning 20 in less than 3 weeks, overweight, bad teeth, low self esteem, overly shy, unable to drive, unemployed, and not going to school. believe me, if you think you're alone because you've been single for like a few months, try spending the about 97% of your teenage life like that (and yes, I went and calculated that cause I'm that cool). It's really pretty upsetting. This isn't geared towards anyone in particular, it's just a major pet peeve of mine.
ghdfjkdsalfrantrantrant
I guess that's it for now.