The pics are crap, but who cares! No amount of photos, reviews or videos on YouTube can prepare you for this!

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Last weekend my favorite band has visited Helsinki to participate in Tusovkarock '07 festival in club Gloria, Helsinki. Boombox are three guys from Kiev playing an amazing mix of hip-hop, reggae and jazz. On Sunday we went for a picnic, and the guys just played while sitting on the rocks ( Read more... )

...Our ferry was approaching the port. I was talking to some friends, when someone suddenly shouted: "You’ve got to see that!" I looked out of the window, but whatever it was, that caused the exclamation, was gone. Nevertheless I continued looking, and noticed something extremely weird. Huge ferries were going fast with their noses up like little ( Read more... )

it's absolutely incomprehensible to me why a young physically healthy person who has friends, who lives in a more or less civilized country and who's got a decent future, would carefully plan and commit a suicide.. i mean, there are times when one feels like jumping of a bridge or driving into a wall at 200kmh, but all of those thoughts are ( Read more... )

I noticed that most of what I do at work is really, really abstract. I mean, it's like a cycle. It starts with a problem in the real world and some concrete things around it, and then, with my help, all of it gets transformed into abstract entities that generalize some behavior and relationships. In the end I have to convert it all back to reality ( Read more... )

..I made a deep vertical cut in my stomach with a fingernail. I forget why, I seem to have had a very logical reason for it. Blood started pouring out while I tried to keep it in. I called my mom, but she was too far away to hear me. I held my stomach together and tried not to move until the wound started healing. I woke up ( Read more... )

balance is important. whatever balance means. for example today, i got really tired at work. mentally. so i did some physical exercising and brought my physical condition down to that of my mind.

or news. fuck balance! i'm tired of bad news! i'll just read the good news!

eine angenehme nachtruhe!

"menia prizhimajut k puzu, brosajut golovoj v spinu" (c) iDMG

says it all for now.

it's amazing how much time can be taken up by some absolutely useless activities.. i better stop thinking about it or i will get depressed and will stop doing anything at all