scared

[sginspirador]

im fucking scared. ive hid it from my friends and family, and worst, from myself. the worst part is not knowing. i cant relax, cuz it could happen any second, and i can not accept it and cry, and let out my pain. no, i have to keep my pain. hidden from the world. from all except maybe one. she could understand. after all, she wore black. i want to

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[gettingtoterra]

hola mi amiga. no estoy muerto....hehehehe.

[albinosmurfette]

Luv ya hon

[sginspirador]

we all luv each other, init a tuching moment *snifle, snifle*

[albinosmurfette]

sorry, didnt mean to post that just yet. wanted to say--hang in there. I am rooting for you, and will hug the rock as tightly as I can, so those damn waters dont sweep either of us away.
Sometimes, just sometimes, I would love to live in a book.
Other times, its too crazy to handle.

[sginspirador]

i agreee. living in a book somehow would feel more real than living my own life, i think. te amo Jess, and you will meet Andrew soon enough if i can get my way,
-Carms

[snlmofosecluded]

hey
i don't know you but, i think you're becca's friend...
from spain...yeah

"you could write beautiful poems"

I don't know you, but that entry kind of sucked me in.
I know how you feel, or I think I do. Maybe you just described what I feel to me better than I could to myself.

The only thing certain is that nothing is certain.

[sginspirador]

hi Cora. i suppose u could classify me as a friend of Becca's. i mean, i guess i am. it's Catherine (rand) by the way. sry, i didnt realize u didnt know. i just went to Spain this summer too. u prolly do no how i feel. i heard you were going back to pds? thats kewl, ill have to visit.