i have but one heart in my body ( Read more... )

just finished watching adaptaion. that is....a great movie. it's one of the few movies where you actually do get the characters confused with the actors and can be analized so deeply yet the writer makes fun of people that do so. it's one of the few movies where the writer is present instead of the actor. you're watching charlie kaufman, not ( Read more... )

just another day. i want to write something but i'm afraid everyone will take it the wrong way and be like "omg" so if you're reading this understand it's not that big a deal, it's just apart of my life right now and i have to deal with it. two days ago my step-grandfather died. he's been sick since febuary and he was proclaimed terminal on friday ( Read more... )

hmmm...i feel like speaking spanish so i guess i will ( Read more... )

you guys...barcelona really opened my eyes. it was amazing. not the city but the people i met there...they made me feel optimistic, even though they did'nt see much in me (maybe did'nt even like me at all), they just gave me back what i had lost. el parte que perdi. you need to litsen ( Read more... )

esta hora
queire morir
por todo tiempo
nuncas tiempos ha nacido
nuncas tiempos ha muerto
todos que me decies
muerto
vida
belleza
por que
por que yo y tu se presentan
agarras todo por favor
no quiero
te duelo
por que
me dueles
por que
necestio respuetas
ahora
esta hora

eres la hora

since this is my last night on a spanish computer, i want to do cool accent things. read my entry before this if you want to know how i really am. right now i just want to be a dumbass and no one can stop me...

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just got back from the good bye party. it´s strange. today was the last day and my host family treated me like we were close all along and there was never a rift between us. hell, at times i though maybe i had made it all up. we went to the good bye party as a family. there i kinda hung out in the corner with all my friends. now that i think about ( Read more... )

tomorrow we leave for barcelona! no more living with the devil. i´m about to go to my good bye party. i hope i find karma´s wrath on my family there. sometimes life is sweet

today was my birthday. it was okay. holidays are always a little of a dissapointment to me because they´re built up to be perfect and then they aren´t. i woke up at 8 because my spanish mother, sister, and cloee all went to the mecadillo in sevilla. at 10:30 i walked to sophie and helen´s house but it was really hot. we were going to watch ( Read more... )