( Here are some pics from last weekend! )

Ok well friday night was pretty awesome. Actually it was extremly random. I hung out with Christina but i was driving past the Burger king on Mahan and in the lane next to me but like 20 ft ahead was this red car going like 5 mph and i was like w/e thats weird, but right as i passed it a fucking tire flies out of no where and hits the side of my ( Read more... )

I hung out with John, Kyle, Angela, Josh (this gay kid that i hate that doesnt go to Lincoln), and C-wood last night. It was pretty fun. Kyles house is so crazy but at the same time its fun cuz nothing normal goes on in that house. Trevor is so fucking insane. He keeps blowing snot out of his nose onto people. FUCK! its so not normal. Well im bout ( Read more... )

"Smoke 2 Joints"


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Well, i have been studying the SAT's cuz i suck ass hole at this standard test thing..... it's a motha fucking three day weekend biotch! John motha fuckin Nolan! u need to update your journal more often and leave me more notes. Oh god! C-wood! You gotta burn me those two CDs okay? ok. Trevor just yeled that he was naked. Im chillin at Kyles. John ( Read more... )

 Well, i think i wanna give up in life. I am my worst critic and im always stressed because i can never impress myself. I push myself to be the very best at everything i do and when i dont succeed i have mental breakdowns. Its not something i can controll either. Yesterday C-tina and kyle wanted to hang with me for Valentines Day and C-tina and i ( Read more... )

I messed up. Real bad. I've lost something very important to me that i can never have back. It hurts more than anything in the world. I'll eventually be ok but as for right now all i can do is think about it. Imagine one day finding the one thing that makes u feel totally complete, gives ur life meaning. I dont believe in God, but that doesnt mean ( Read more... )

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i dont know anything anymore. I dont think i want to live in Florida anymore. I just hate everything soo much right now, my relationship with this guy is not going too well at all. john and kyle know how much he means to me but somehow no matter how happy i want to make him i just cant, its always the exact opposite. i tell him how important he is ( Read more... )

I really miss Hawaii. I wish Florida was as pretty, its so strange cus the wether here is so weird. Im tired of Florida. I need a change of scenery, but i don't wanna leave my friends. After I graduate, i plan on taking a trip back to Hawaii, I dont really wanna go alone but i doubt n e one will be able to go with me. I wanted to go with Zack but ( Read more... )