Today has been a long day ( Read more... )

Today has been a long day ( Read more... )

I think for the first time in my life, I actually somewhat believe that someone loves me...and I am amazed to see that I can give love back too...For as long as I can remeber, Ive distanced myself whenever I got close to someone, and have had pointless relationships, because im too scared to let myself love someone and be betrayed...(thanks dad, i ( Read more... )

I think for the first time in my life, I actually somewhat believe that someone loves me...and I am amazed to see that I can give love back too...For as long as I can remeber, Ive distanced myself whenever I got close to someone, and have had pointless relationships, because im too scared to let myself love someone and be betrayed...(thanks dad, i ( Read more... )

Sorry, I posted my entry in my personal LJ, instead of the survivor community..oooops ( Read more... )

Im new to this community and im looking forward to sharing my fears and stolen innocence with you ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning, and just ate and ate...and threw up until i got so tired i went back to sleep...Jesus christ--im gonna kill myself i bet ughhh..maybe it wouldnt be so bad ( Read more... )

I wish that things would start looking up...they have been a little better lately..but i mean, i want to see a change happen in my life ( Read more... )

Hell ya, im sooo sick of school...its about damn time to graduate! ughh...major senioritis ( Read more... )

Goooood God, I just finished "watching" the mothman prophecies with chippy and phillipe....ughhh, i dont know why, but for the past 2 days..all ive wanted to do is kiss chippy...and thats all weve done, is makeout and bite and play around--- ha ha...i try and picture myself having sex with him, but its hard...cause ive never had sex with someone ( Read more... )