ughhh....
Sorry, I posted my entry in my personal LJ, instead of the survivor community..oooops-
God damn, my stomach hurts soo bad today...I dont know why, but probably because Im not as hungry since Ive been on my new meds, and havent been eating as much...hmmm...hurts like a bitch!
Chippy and I layed out on the dock last night for like 1 1/2 hrs...I cant help but get scared for getting so close with him, I feel like its not right--I dont know why cause I do love him and hes the best friend God could ever give me...but at the same time, Im setting myself up for pain because Ill be leaving for college in 4 months, and wont see him much...
Also, I want to be able to go out and meet people and be social at college, so I dont want to come as a college freshman, and be tied down to a boyfriend back home...ya know?
Yet, I know how much he loves me..for God sake, he wants me to take his virginity..and whenever i talk about it, he gets scared. Hes like ugghhh, i dont know what to do...
Im like...how would you???
Gotta go! hes here!!!!!
God damn, my stomach hurts soo bad today...I dont know why, but probably because Im not as hungry since Ive been on my new meds, and havent been eating as much...hmmm...hurts like a bitch!
Chippy and I layed out on the dock last night for like 1 1/2 hrs...I cant help but get scared for getting so close with him, I feel like its not right--I dont know why cause I do love him and hes the best friend God could ever give me...but at the same time, Im setting myself up for pain because Ill be leaving for college in 4 months, and wont see him much...
Also, I want to be able to go out and meet people and be social at college, so I dont want to come as a college freshman, and be tied down to a boyfriend back home...ya know?
Yet, I know how much he loves me..for God sake, he wants me to take his virginity..and whenever i talk about it, he gets scared. Hes like ugghhh, i dont know what to do...
Im like...how would you???
Gotta go! hes here!!!!!