im tired of crying so much.

i'm pretty damn upset right now.
i would put that as my facebook status, but i hate seeming so melodramatic -- which, i admit, i really am though. lol.

today, i started cleaning my room.
i started to bag the clothes that i dont want.
i realized that i need another dresser, or cabinet.
and i found a box of memories that i want to throw away really bad.
where is the nearest: clothing donation center, ikea, and dumpster.

today is a really slow day.

so, on work thursday i started writing up a letter to my beloved. but then i felt stupid so i trashed it which i thoroughly regret. this week whilst derek's mother was out of town, i stayed over for the week. although we both had work at times, but i got to spend so much time with him. Wednesday we took a spontaneous trip to Pick-n-pull in Oakland ( Read more... )

apparently, i am a man ( Read more... )

i'm trying insanely hard to act equally indifferent ( Read more... )

today was yearbook day ( Read more... )

freshman: floating
sophomore: struggles
junior: drama
senior: heartaches STRESSFUL

freshman: thrilling
sophomore: friendship
junior: excellence
senior: love

i am SO stoked for next year ( Read more... )

i really really dislike this self-pitying act i have ( Read more... )