its always my fault.
sorry. sorry. sorry.
i suck.

today is possibly the worst day ever.
every thing just keeps coming at me. or lack thereof.

SHOOT ME.
i hate my life.
my boyfriend hates me.

so life should be wonderful as a lazy second semester senior ( Read more... )

i'm trying. i'm really trying now.
i'm giving up everything for this.
i really want this to work.

yesterday was possibly one of the best days i've had in my high school career ( Read more... )

so, you know what i just realized...
i'm always with derek.
when i'm not with derek,
a) he's at home and we are videochatting on skype
b) he's out and we are texting

i feel like we are so...connected. lol.

yet another amazing weekend with the boy.
i got to spend all friday, saturday, and sunday with boyfriend.
he is so amaazing. but we really didn't do much. a lot of lazy things around the house.
possible me being a little upset but we always work through it.

then we had orientation for abercrombie aujour'duiit was kinda fun. my old hco manager ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to church for the second time in my life.
is it weird for me to say that i enjoyed it and i hope to go again?
i dont think so. :]

i feel really really shitty today.
i dont want to eat anymore. :\