soo its been almost forever since my last post. its so weird to go back and read my old post and see exsactly what i was going through this time last year. alot has changed.. my parents recently got a divorce over winter break... its weird/depressing ( Read more... )

im really depressed to day. im just so annoyed with the people in carmel. they are all so fake. dumb bitches just look u up and down and jugde people.. ew and they are ugly stuck upppp kids. today at kaitlyns, this kid named will came up to my friend libby who had been swimming and gave her two dimes and a quarter and said here some money go buy ( Read more... )

so the tony kid that i hooked up with like 3 weeks ago.. well last weekend we hooked up again... and went a little farther.. i always tend to wen i have been drinking .. but the first time we hooked up we only made out.. and like at school it was kindof akward and i was starting to regret it.. but today he was talking to me and joking around like ( Read more... )

this morning was so hard to get up.. thoughts of this weekend were spiraling in the back of my mind.. the last thing i need to do is think about it lol i just can not help it. hmm so i pretty much know no one reads this :( but if you do please tell me your thoughts. so Friday... i was grounded.. ha hardly my parents went out to some "doctor's ( Read more... )

woo. we have a snow day =]]] but my natzi mother wont let me go any were bc the "roads are to bad" uhh

This weekend was stressful. Friday i had the worst cramps so I stayed home, then Saturday Caleb's parents were out of town so Michael and i went there. Apparently there is more i have to learn about Michael... like that he is a belligerent drunk. You would think i would know this since i went out with him for 11 months (we currently are just ( Read more... )

its been a very long time. sorry i have just been so busy. My best friend angela moved to japan over winter break and i really miss her school has not been the same with out her.. i hate my new classes i have no reall friends in them.. uhh i have this guy in my class i feel bad for him cuz hes so mean to people i no its because he is so insacure in ( Read more... )

wow. sorry it has been for ever since i have been on this. so much has happend ( Read more... )

so today i had study hall with this kid named tony ( Read more... )

homecoming is tonightt :)) oh lord last night was the game and i met up with my bestttt friends on of them being angela.. rite wen they got there alexa goes angela... amanda callled you from audrey's phone she says she wants to sit with you.. (amanda is this "popular girl" uhh.) so we were on the stairs of the stands and all the sudden i saw angela ( Read more... )