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this morning was so hard to get up.. thoughts of this weekend were spiraling in the back of my mind.. the last thing i need to do is think about it lol i just can not help it. hmm so i pretty much know no one reads this :( but if you do please tell me your thoughts. so Friday... i was grounded.. ha hardly my parents went out to some "doctor's appreciation party" haha basically an excuse for my parents to get out and get drunk.. and heyy i took full advantage of this.. i had to baby sit my two 9 year old brothers.. they are twins, aww and they are so cuteeee. im not a very good babysitter i ended up having like 7 people come over, including Michael and just chilled low key stuff. then my parents got home and i bribed my brothers with candy lol so they would keep their mouths shut ha and it worked =] about 12 at night tony aimed me and wanted to know if i could sneak out with him.. this has been one of about 6-7 attempts to sneak out in the past 5 months.. aww i love tony. him and i are in the same boat we both have ABSOLUTE CRAZY ex's that would kill if we hooked up lol.. so i was like ahh im not sure this is a good idea. Things like this never turn out for me.. it all gets way blown up & the whole world finds out about.. (partially because of michael & partially because the guys in my grade have no life and like to make shit up about their hook ups, no respect) and tony was like im not like those guys the last thing i want is for jaklyn (ex) or michael to find out. i was like well i dont want things to be akward for us, my biggest pet peeve is when guys act all weird after because they think i like feel in love with them or something.. i still want to be friends! i dont want to be your fucking gf. one thing i do want is respect though. tony does not even have his lissence but he took his dads car out... oops lol and he call me and he waslike im on my way... 5 minutes before he got there my dad woke up and went down stairs i was like shitttt.. i text him and i was like my dad just fucking woke up and he was like i just drove all this way and i was like sorry i dont no what to do he never wakes up randomly.. tony was like comeon all u have to do is sneak out.. ahh so i did.. i got in his car and we drove to clay and parked lol it was pritty akward.. then we got in the back and started making outtt. damn it was hot i was proud of my self i ussually have a problem with going far. but not that night.. he kept trying to go down my pants... nope not going happen first hookup buddy.. i was a good girl minus the dry sex lol.. but u no... he was like do u wanna just do it.. ha wtf.. i wasliek no.. haha if i wont let u finger me why the fuck do u think i would have sex.. haha tony and i always talk about sex in srt.. we have a lot in commenwe both have crazy exs that we keep going back to and it doest help that they have their lisences and drive us everywhere. mmm after about an hour and a half i was like lets just talk for a little bit so we did then he was like i dont wanna go home yet and im not talking u home yet if that fine with you.. lets just drive around.. lol so we went to stake & shake.. drove around and i got home at like 3 30 my parents had no idea =] it was a fun night but i hopeeee he is true to his word.. and doesnt tell people shit or act weird around me.. because he is a fun kid and i like him as a friend.. with benifits yano =] lol long storrrrry mmm and michael was crazzy drunk on saturday and like drove to my house and called like 234 times whatthefuck? and hewas like i just wannted to say hi.. goshhhhh. ahh and its lent.. im not doing good i need to give something up..