im just a silly girl who still gets angry at silly things that shouldnt matter anymore. i find it in my nature to be jealous. trust is not in my vocabulary.

i miss having a real centipede. it has been so long since i've had a centipede that really acts like a centipede. why are centipedes so disappointing? why are they so fun? im going to find a new centipede one that is better than all the other centipedes and i promise to be just as good to this centipede(if not better) than to all my past centipedes ( Read more... )

i want to be an artist

im really glad that everything is just so chummy for everyone. all i want to do is have fun this spring break but instead im busy busy busy with a whole lot of stressful,boring crap. i thought i was ready to grow up, but im not. i just want to play and do nothing. one day i will drive children on a bus...so yea you should look out for that.

my nose is really stuffy. being sick is no fun, no sir..uh-ugh. my phone is ringing.........

sometimes its good to set yourself up for failure...and sometimes you just really deserve it.one last shot, but im guessing it missed too.

when the world gets turned upside down for petty reasons, its nice to know that pizza and pretending to close th box can make you happy. but now why does it feel like all my friends are strangers? im lonely in good company yet completely despondent to the opportunity at hand. im tired of waiting, tired of putting in the effort. im selfish, needy, ( Read more... )

the number ten seems nice today. i think it will do...yea it will do.

i got a raise and it feels really really good. im super stoked for college me and my gurl are gonna tear up the scene. im way stoked for V-day, hope it doesnt disappoint-but i know it wont. planning on a disney trip during the spring. way stoked to change the image and chop off all the hair. i really need to start working out again and eating right ( Read more... )

it's good to be back. i cant believe how fast time has gone. as exciting as graduation is im a little nervous to leave home. its funny how i dont want to stay but hate to say goodbye. i think i have some good things going for me...one thing in particular but we wont get into details. i must say that it is so nice to be in love. in love with love is ( Read more... )