`` i'm sorry but it's time to go, ''

i am now the proud owner of a two room studio 5 minutes from my apartment. the owner of the building is great, and also an artist. we signed lease papers and i have my access card. construction starts today at 2:30 to install a double pane window between the two rooms and run a cable snake. he threw in a grand worth of acoustic foam and bass ( Read more... )

the power of decision is intoxicating the second you realize you've very little to do with your choices
man's uncoordinated hand collectively conjures forth avalanche after avalanche that run the land

the beginning of spring feels like the scene in the neverending story where the universe is once again whole after the nothing has been destroyed.

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it was simply a nice weekend. friday night poker with the boys, saturday hiking and cooking with the girl, and sunday with my parents. the more i am away from the computer, the more i realize i don't miss it, or anything it brings ( Read more... )

it was predetermined that you were to exist in all the right places, at the right times; nothing more, nothing less.

solitude is precious, as a moment of inner peace.

focus patience wisdom
counterpoint to
drive drive drive drive drive drive drive

everything that passes indexed, remembered,
like you were there yesterday,
memories in harmony ...

fear, uncertainty and doubt
counterpoint to
beautiful, beautiful free fall

it's been awhile since i've written to you, my old friends. i'm sorry it's been so long since i've talked to you directly. i guess i've been a little shy about it. the hurt just stays too fresh to be able to sort through it. i know you're up there loving everyone the best you can. i know you're doing everything you can do. i am too. i know ( Read more... )