What is going on!? I don't get it, I'm lost, I'm confused, and yet I am content somehow. It's strange how everything is turning upside down in my life, and I have such a feeling of complacency inside. Usually when events similar to these occur, I react in one of two ways ( Read more... )

Loathe be to he, the one that I had once thought as my best friend. It has become clear to me now that he is not that thing. All the sacrifices that Shannon and I have made for him, financially and emotionally, and he repays us by turning his back on us. It hurts a little, still, but at this point I am over it. I don't need him in my life ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't posted in awhile. I'm going insane in the best of ways, and it's the worst thing for me. If that makes sense to you, seek professional help. Not a shrink, mind you, just help from someone who is a professional. Like a professional cheese-maker. Or a professional dog groomer. They all want to give you help, so seek it, dammit ( Read more... )

Breathing ( Read more... )

The river of styx flows with a torrent of agonized screams and beats upon the rocks of the underword with relentless fury. I stand upon one of these vigilant boulders, watching the souls flow by. Where do I begin, and where do I end?

Questions are the best answers.

"Duty is heavier than a mountain, death lighter than a feather." _ al'Lan Mandragoran(The Wheel of Time ( Read more... )

When everything is lost and gone, who will I have to turn to? It's as if the darkness that I have held so close, that I have wrapped around me like a cold blanket for comfort all these years, is now trying to suffocate me. When there is nothing left, what will I hold on to? Will the razor's edge that I balance upon finally crack my sanity in ( Read more... )

Here it is. A Live Journal just for me. I'm so excited, I don't even know what to do. I could almost dance, that is, if I didn't look like an epileptic on roller skates when I dance. So...no dancing. Hmmm, that just leaves sitting at my computer until my eyes burn with the radiation of my monitor, and I go blind. Or whatever. I guess I ( Read more... )