there was this girl
who was
crazy
i dont know if
crazy
for me
or herself
or due to the world around her
which was ludicrous
like my hometown
was ludicrous
and i was crazy
and had noone to hold on to

i want to hold on to her
and to be held
maybe i'm still
crazy
for her
for myself
or due to the world around me.

I assumed yesterday was dollar movie night and was delighted to find the incredibles and house of flying daggers available for rent at The leather tongue. Unfortunately, it was not dollar movie night and i had to make a split-second emergency decision between the two. oh no. i went for the incredibles since I dont see my urge to witness the ( Read more... )

archived--always so tiring with this UI....and uploaded a couple of old poems (backdated under memories ( Read more... )

Sooo, I talked to Rev. Mom yesterday. I'm proud of her and her right-on p r o u d liberal ministerial ways...but it's a little wierd, it's her gig and (i think) her guilt and her privilege -- not mine. Anyway, then I went out with the roommate, finally, after I thought he understood me and since I'd felt a little guilty about keeping my distance. ( Read more... )

Sooo, stupid stupid financial aid. still waiting on the 4,500 second half of my aid..what morons thought it would be good to give it to me with less than 2 months left in the semester? And with their lax deposit schedule i may not actually get it until the 5th of april--meaning that I've had to pay for rent, tuition, food, books etc of half of my ( Read more... )

all is not sad or soggy. it was sunshiney for an hour or two today...and grrrl wants to hang tommorrow or some such. and i may have another couple queer boy and queer girl dates in the next week. or at least friends. either one will do.

and thats meah story.

Well, I archived a few days ago. Since I'm now going back to grad school and sort of re-starting some things, I figure it was a good time to do so. I have video games, public administration, and IT mgmt rolling around in my brain as career paths, but about two years to reach any serious decision :) And then on top of that I really want to get back ( Read more... )

Quotes I found while cleaning ( Read more... )

do you want to tone it down a bit
put on another pair of earrings

mother, when will you learn

that i am rarely guilty of such violence
that I do not bedrape myself in artifice
that I am too old to play your dress-up games

I Childhood
a luxury afforded to some
an open foundation
a bright center
lamented by those deprived
thereof.

I have bled my eyes
raw yearning for form
the surety of stones
in stead
a sanguine congealment
easily broken.

II Nostalgiathey said we were wrong ( Read more... )