I've been wanting to find my American Girl doll but I haven't found her. My mother says they are somewhere in my old room. That room now has boxes and boxes of stuff. SO.... I found a doll on Ebay. An American girl doll with long dark brown hair and brown eyes. She looks like the one my daughter has but it's in with the other dolls we won't be ( Read more... )

I've been reading some of my old entries. Some things have changed, some haven't. Still a big issue is my weight. I haven't been under 200 pounds in 10 years. I'm really happy I'm getting the surgery. It really pisses me off that Casey is not on my side for it. What did I expect right ( Read more... )

Ok, five years is soooo long. But reading my last few entries I realize not much has changed. I'm not going to give a rundown of everything that's happened. I'll just write and if something comes up I'll explain it ( Read more... )

I can't believe how long it's been since I've posted.  A new record for me I think.  No maybe a year was.  Anyways, I'm still around.  Summer came and went and there was hardly a fall before winter rose its ugly and freezing head.  It is so cold outside right now.  I don't even want to think about going out.  Maybe I'll just hibernate for the ( Read more... )

I don't know why I don't write much anymore.  I have so much to say but hardly ever have  the energy to say it.

H and I are still living together but it has turned into a friendship rather than a love relationship.  I was disappointed at first, still am at times, but it's working out okay.  With my illness, I shouldn't be living alone so it is good ( Read more... )

I've changed my mind about what theme I want for the year.  Instead of "Year of the Master" I'm going with "Year of Endless Possibilities."  I think that is a lot better for me.  Leaves me open to a lot of things to come into my life.

My daughter is thinking of moving to Vegas and living with my ex for awhile.  I'm not quite sure how I feel about ( Read more... )

My ex-husband wants me to make copies of all of the old pictures we had together.  At the time,. I had a nice camera so there are a lot of them.  I took them to wal- mart and it takes FOREVER to copy even one!  I did about 15 of them but there are still tons to go.  I don't know if I'll do anymore.  Maybe wait until (and if) he comes back and make ( Read more... )

I went to Old Navy today and bought a ton of stuff.  They had all of their clearance items an additional 50% off so I really loaded up on t-shirts, tank tops, and got lucky with a few pairs of jeans.

I tried to work on my philosophy class today.  I don't think I can do it.  I think it's above my head.  Honestly.  That's not me feeling sorry for ( Read more... )

This anxiety disorder is killing me!  I just feel like I want to rip my head off or something.  I can't calm down and the meds take forever to work if they work at all.  I try to meditate but can't sit still long enough.    AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

girlgoth my LJ and FB friend gave me the idea to name the year instead of making up a bunch of resolutions that I'll never keep.  She does it.  I copied her last one, Year of the Phoenix and it turned out well.  Even my new roommate is from Phoenix.  I started school.  I wrote heavily on my book.  Lost 60 pounds.   And other things that I should have ( Read more... )