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My ex-husband wants me to make copies of all of the old pictures we had together. At the time,. I had a nice camera so there are a lot of them. I took them to wal- mart and it takes FOREVER to copy even one! I did about 15 of them but there are still tons to go. I don't know if I'll do anymore. Maybe wait until (and if) he comes back and make him do it.
Last night was bad. My anxiety was in top form. I practically destroyed the kitchen. Glasses broken and everything. I don't know what set me off. My roommate finally stopped me and I had a drink to try and calm me down. I wasn't looking forward to this morning's mess and having to clean it up, but my roommate did it. He didn't sleep all night so he had the time and I really appreciate it. He sleeps at odd hours of the day and it kind of bugs me but I don't know why. I guess I wish he were out looking for a job instead of sponging off of me. What sucks is that I really shouldn't live alone with this disability. I do much better if someone is here. I don't want to kick him out because he really does help me get through shit but i don't want to be taken advantage of either. I don't know what to do. I wish he'd just get a job then there wouldn't be any problems.
I've gained 8 pounds from the 60 that I lost. I'm starting lap swimming at the university this week so I'm hoping that will give me a kick in the pants to get dieting again.
Last night was bad. My anxiety was in top form. I practically destroyed the kitchen. Glasses broken and everything. I don't know what set me off. My roommate finally stopped me and I had a drink to try and calm me down. I wasn't looking forward to this morning's mess and having to clean it up, but my roommate did it. He didn't sleep all night so he had the time and I really appreciate it. He sleeps at odd hours of the day and it kind of bugs me but I don't know why. I guess I wish he were out looking for a job instead of sponging off of me. What sucks is that I really shouldn't live alone with this disability. I do much better if someone is here. I don't want to kick him out because he really does help me get through shit but i don't want to be taken advantage of either. I don't know what to do. I wish he'd just get a job then there wouldn't be any problems.
I've gained 8 pounds from the 60 that I lost. I'm starting lap swimming at the university this week so I'm hoping that will give me a kick in the pants to get dieting again.