I'm filled with so much doubt these days. Especially since we've gotten into the in one ear, out the other sort of phase. I try creating conversation, but I might as well be talking to myself, and as much as you're around, you make me feel so lonely.

If i knew how to keep you, i would. I can't decide how this is all working. I'm a balloon of helium and you're not grasping my string tight enough when winds come gusting about - or is it the other way around? Its like I've been smiling and cartwheeling and frolicking around, but now I'm dizzy and I can't tell whether I'm the one thats spinning or ( Read more... )

i've always used this journal to document my life experiences, and i believe last night should be included. Last night's events will probably be the only secret i've kept from my boyfriend, and also one of the happiest experiences of my young life ( Read more... )

I've spent quite a few hours on my porch tonight, having those meaningful conversations with various individuals that make me thank my lucky stars for having such intelligent friends. I have such a healthy relationship with everyone who takes a part in my life, and I'm so thankful. Every day I feel more and more aware of my well-being, and I can't ( Read more... )

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My head lifted from my pillow before the sun lifted above the skyline; something which has not happened since my freshman year of college at AWC.

I had a miraculous light rail experience in which I had no awkward situations or sketchy people approach me - never during my time at ASU have I ever NOT encountered some sort of insane light rail ( Read more... )

LOOOOOOOOVE SHACK, looove shack baaaaby karaoke at Final Round. Best time ever. Freddie, Travis, Steph, Jeremy, Aaron, Colin, Tom, Torri, Bill, and birthday girl Ashley Gleckler. In love. Druuuunk, and definitely not looking forward to the awful schedule I have ahead of me this semester.

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its nights like these that i love; leaving work and making the short drive to the Devil's Advocate and having no idea how much fun I'm about to have. On my tiptoes, looking for a familiar face without the advantage of technology because i left my phone in my car, turning on my heel in attempts to avoid the guys who keep calling me a "gorgeous anna ( Read more... )

my third semester at asu is either going to go really well, or its going to murder me. somehow i've managed to schedule myself to only have classes on mondays wednesdays and fridays, which means i need to teach myself to choose studying over sleeping.
challenge accepted!