I have decided to get help.
I need to stop thinking I can do this alone
I'm getting nowhere

I had to look at where I left off before I could properly enter this post. A lot has happened this summer. I came to Marquette a very broken person. In the beginning of the summer my grandpa committed suicide, and that was hard. Not for me directly, but to have to be there for my dad especially. I wasn't very close to my grandpa, but it was really ( Read more... )

happy christmas

SNC'11 :)

haha this is so bad!
Lucy you NEED to stop
gahh =)

my birfthday was great!
i really knew who my true friends were with people making my day speical.
all of my friends at my favoriate restaurant for lunch :) (chloe, leah, chelsea, felicia, swanny, adam, laura, erica)
and karly and brit made sure to get in a birthday note too!
and my beautiful AMELIA called me twice to make sure she said happy birthday ( Read more... )

18 today!!
oh my
i am excited
the swedes bought me a present
they really didnt have to
someone put a sign up on my window
it made me really happy
 i am just really excited!

snow day and birthday

joy joy joy!

Antone (the swedish boy whos staying with us for hockey) is really a doll. He reminds me a lot of my friend Jantho from Germany.
I'm taking him to the mall tomorrow around noon.
Henrick comes tomorrow so he might join us.

i gave henrick my room to sleep in because bens bed is embarassingly small for a 6 foot kid. but its fine for me. he's not here yet ( Read more... )

im so sick of worrying about making everyone around me happy becuase its like a mission i'll never succeed in. if one persons happy, anothers pissed. i just cant take it anymore. i love all of my friends so much and i dont like upsetting anyone.

i wish people could understand how much everything sucks right now and just cut me some slack.

um. i dont even know what that was.
whittni's baby shower is today :)
rog is gone
the swede is here
i really want to know how i got from point A to B lastnight?

i need to call laura