im not sorry about what i said in that last post. im just sorry i was so bitchy about it. today was a peice of shit with the impending depression, and the increasingly debilitating fibro thats flaring as we speak. im just not doing well. and since i do nothing but sleep all day and watch tv and netsurf all nite, im feeling lonely and worthless. you ( Read more... )

i dont want to hear your bullshit. i dont want to hear how depressed you are, how angry you are, or anything else. you know why? because i guarantee that whoever you are, your life is nowhere near as sad and pathetic and rage-inducing as mine. but if you even think your life is horrible, even tho you have a home, your health, friends, work/purpose ( Read more... )

does anyone besides me watch Big Love? i adore it. bill paxton is one hot peice, yo. i find the cultish practice of polygamy generally pretty appalling, but still fascinating. but whats more fascinating than the lead characters' lifestyles and their (unclear) beliefs is how normal bill and his family(?families?) really are. you get to a point where ( Read more... )

1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? whenever ( Read more... )

Secret Fantasy Quiz


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if youve taped last weeks sopranos and havent watched it yet, dont read past the cut. be appreciative i even bothered to cut it. you should be kept up on tv shows if youre a fan....anyway, ( Read more... )

so im having an outfit problem here. to jeanettes wedding i am wearing black wide leg trouser pants and a ruffley white maggie-gyllenhaal-in-secretary top. the problem is, i have no idea what sort of shoes to wear. GRRR. i know since its tomorrow, ill probably end up wearing these pointy toed kitten heel slingbacks that are cute but ill fitting.

1. what bad habits do you have? (i.e., biting your nails, biting your lip, tapping your pen, etc...) biting my nails, picking at my nails ( Read more... )

I AM MANIC AS A BASTARD. what do you do when nite after nite you cannot get yourself to sleep? what do you do when you have to take 30 mg ambien, 4 mgs xanax and 4 ADVIL PMs to even relax? and then what do you do when you run out of those pills, and you just sit there, body exhausted, mind wide awake? i know i have to just ride it out, but goddamn ( Read more... )

IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you ( Read more... )