it will not be so bad....

[selfhater17]

...or it will be more terrible then I can ever imagine.

Either or - right now I don't care. I have calmed down a great deal. I even talked to my mom on the phone and told her that I was [enter much repeated sob story here] but I did not say by whom. I told her that she would find out soon.

Comments

[xzcryingveinszx]

i understand what u mean, but u meantionded earlier that ur being very honest with urself..i dont think u r, if u were honest, u would see that he cant hurt u in anyway.
ur brave and im sure way smarter than he is, u can deal with it.
uve been through shit coz of him, what else can he do that he havnt done already?
i love u..and there is no reason to freak out anymore.