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thers not valid reason or way for me to say that i miss you.

kill me.

i think, that i've never felt so good, sad, horrible, grateful, sorrowful and just in awe at one time. this weekend my tennis team went to states, and it was really... so many things. Kelly my doubles partner have had one of the best season anyone can really ask for, we were very succesful. We got to the finals at states which is good and i'm ( Read more... )

no clue how long i will hold on to the feeling of swinging on the swings with my dad. daddy. he was so young when he laughed, oh, i can tell this might hurt.

I really hope this means anything, to anyone, even if you don't know what it's about. I did it for me but I'm still hoping I touch someone. It's definetly the hardest thing I've ever made my self write.

Throw your bug eyes off of me, please do it, please do it ( Read more... )

"This is my simple religion.
There is no need for temples;
no need for complicated philosophy.
Our own brain, our own heart is our temple;
the philosophy is kindness." -his holiness the 14th dalai lama

sudden success makes me miss the only person who never planned on seeing it in me, even more. More than when i think about how much better off we would ( Read more... )

Emily baby I want to make you understand how hard it is for me not to call you. Because I know that you don't know I know. But I know. Mei Mei I know that you will believe everything is your fault. I love you and the way you make excuses like I wouldn't understand. But you should know how much I've got under my belt, how little I have under my ( Read more... )

When god slaps you for living your own life, for him there is no strife. Oh to believe that thinking is punishable, if you believe that, please just stay on your knees. I don’t need to hear you whisper about a long gone boy’s good deeds. A long gone messiah’s great deeds. I can set this table and I can eat, because my mother gave me this food, ( Read more... )

i got my obama shirt this morning, after 5 weeks. Rebecca came over, i appreciate her presense so much, shes incredible. When i went to the dentist we got tattoos so we put them out. I saw my old teacher at McDonalds and i said hi to him and I forgot what was on my neck so maybe thats why he was staring at me. I've been in a weird mood lately ( Read more... )