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[seewhyduh]

Emily baby I want to make you understand how hard it is for me not to call you. Because I know that you don't know I know. But I know. Mei Mei I know that you will believe everything is your fault. I love you and the way you make excuses like I wouldn't understand. But you should know how much I've got under my belt, how little I have under my belt, and how much it still cuts me wide the fuck open. Emmy there are so many things that I want to write down for you, but it's just so much. I'm going to stop here before too much emotion comes out of me.

cyberhearts will not symbolize how much I want to give my heart to you.