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i think, that i've never felt so good, sad, horrible, grateful, sorrowful and just in awe at one time. this weekend my tennis team went to states, and it was really... so many things. Kelly my doubles partner have had one of the best season anyone can really ask for, we were very succesful. We got to the finals at states which is good and i'm proud of us, more proud of myself than i've ever been, but we lost. I know what i feel but i don't know how to say any of it. This probably means nothign to you but tennis is my life. 9 years, and i'm finally proud. Thank you Kelly, i love you for so many things. Thank you all, all 15 of you for so many things.
i'm dying.
i'm dying.