i feel like being happy tonight ( Read more... )

i delete the most honest things i write.

today i went to church ( Read more... )

so i got "tagged" by lgsav, which secretly makes me feel like part of an elite group. also, i was pretty much going to do it without being tagged because this week has sucked and i am stressed beyond belief. so i need some cheer ( Read more... )

one time i was talking to cameron, about music. he said something to the effect, "i like music well enough, but you LOVE it." which is true, and i was like yeah, i agree ( Read more... )

i was going to write a rant about how much i hate abomb, but then i read him some stories and took him to bed and he's really too cute to be mad at for very long. then i was going to go to bed, because i am really tired, but i feel like its too early. so.

( we write to apologize )

( time waster )

i love the nights when you think
that everything is going to suck
but it turns out
that absolutely everything is just amazing
and you have the most fun ever

aka tonight

LOVE YOU KIDS

its cool how my nutritionist is also like my therapist. when i saw her last week, she gave me these sheets on stress management. and one of the things i am supposed to be doing is communicating, rather than venting when i am angry or upset. which fundamentally i agree with, because venting just gets me riled up and more angry. but i fucking suck at ( Read more... )

i now plan to seek professional help.
for my obsessive need for neatness.
i wrote out the same form for u.delaware.
FIVE TIMES.
because i kept messing up.
and i cant cross things out.
college is stressing me out.