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[seesaw038]

i feel like being happy tonight.
i like when people surprise you, and things turn out to be better than anticipated.
maybe i should try not to be excited for anything anymore.
things turn out better that way i think.
probably not in the long run though.
because i am bound to come across an experience,
where i think it will suck, and it does.
but for tonight - tonight was so sweet.

i'm in another one of those zen moods.
where i see things i dont like, that usually make me sad.
and they still do, but for now i accept them.
tomorrow they will still be sad, and maybe tomorrow i will actually feel sad about it.
but right now, its okay.

last night i went to bed at ten thirty.
and i think i may do the same tonight.