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Meh
Feeling very left out of the world today. It's like life passes by and Im of no consequence. I had dreams again of her trying to make up but then her temper got the best of her and it was me trying to walk away again. I don't know why certain people get so far under my skin, like a pebble that submerges itself then reappears to rub away my defenses ( Read more... ) -
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Even though he will never read this, hoping Mike had a good birthday. I really wish there was something I could do but there is not.
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Winter time blue air
Theres a time every year when it gets cold I start reflecting on things, then get crazy lonely in my head. Hello again fall-winter emo period, grah! At least I know what it is, and it will pass, but its kind of grotty for now.
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Hm, yep here we are.
Well I am older now. Wish I had people to chat with that dont have all this stuff going on, feel isolated always hiding because I have nothing to brag about, shit it'd be cool just to hang out with people again that understand my health problems without judging them. Blah :p Got crunchyroll to watch anime but would be nice to talk to someone. you ( Read more... ) -
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I wish I could talk to Mike again but I can't.
Guess this is the story of my life, people I can't talk to again.
I cant believe I'll be older soon.
Must be nice for people that are excited about getting older, guess I might as well forget about that happening too.
God damn it.
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Trying this " adding new people thing ( Read more... ) -
Time keep tripping, into the future
Been getting into perlers, art trades, and trying to recover my soul.
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Yep! Public post~
Sorry theres been almost 0 public posts anytime ever here but if I watched you, I probably want to stalk your art or think you seem cool/ write well. That's it. Sorry if it weirds anyone out!!
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Retail-less
Lonely in a different way than usually defines lonely? Just tired of not emotionally connecting with people casually. Like the sort of casual talk of people, say, work in retail. Weird. I cant believe that urge would ever return.
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