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At what point do you just pack it in and give up on having real friendship with someone (or anyone again) because you have no one who seems like they actually care when you tell them a serious problem ( like flat out ignored) or just never replies back to when you have a problem and want to talk? Or even answers when you ask them what happened with ( Read more... ) -
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Strange how when people ignore you basically, and don't confide in you, so you feel worthless...and then when they come around again and you aren't around right away (because you are having issues) Then they act like you don't exist because you were kind of were upset by them ignoring you and thinking they didn't care. Basically ignoring you again ( Read more... ) -
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Feel let down by everyone again. Wish I could return to a time where I actually didn't feel so jaded and sad about everything. Sigh -
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Feel let down by everyone again. Wish I could return to a time where I actually didn't feel so jaded and sad about everything. Sigh -
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So my family went home few days ago. Finally getting over minor food poisoning icky from about when they left. Memorable time in that they (family) were different but the same and I saw the ocean for the first time. Really love the ocean by the way it's totally unreal. Fighting my own depression and pain now I'm back to the reality of being here ( Read more... ) -
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Ugh *screams* wish I could talk to someone but they are just a ghost :( -
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There's something to be said about changing your mind about who you think you are. Maybe it's a passing phase but I'm deciding I'm this person and it's all I can do to stay on the earth is to stop pushing. I'm who I'm likely to be forever, soon, and I guess if this is it, then that's how it is. I feel foolish looking back, looking forward, and even ( Read more... ) -
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I feel so lost in this world anymore. Its some of the best days, here with D.
I tell myself, I am lucky. some days its true. Other days, I dont know who I am.
I feel like maybe things could still get better. But then I miss people. People I shouldn't miss. I feel like no one really knows me anymore, and I know no one.
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I don't know how to even talk to anyone anymore. It feels like no one would understand and I don't feel like explaining. The people I used to know I don't know anymore. It's useless. It all feels so useless.
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Dear Sef
I hope you are still out there. Even if I don't know you anymore. Things are pretty bad with my family. I wish I had you to talk to, even if you wouldn't say much. Even if you thought I was foolish for still caring. But I still wonder if you are ok. I still worry. I guess I'm the biggest fool in the world after all. Caring about people who ( Read more... )