I have an awful headache. I just don't feel real anymore. I've been trying to live a movie, a story, a book, a something that just isn't real. I've been playing 'pretend' and fairy tales. I think that if I just sit and wait and hope, everything I want will happen/come to me. I plan and plan and plan, and then just figure, well if this is what I ( Read more... )

( for your love, i would give the stars above... )

...doesnt really make sense... kinda freaky... ok though...

ZolaOnAOL: Food is more important than sex.
AngeLena16: Why
ZolaOnAOL: You can go a month without sex but you can't survive without food.

booya

me and ryan ran 4 miles today. and we walked like 3 miles. and i had walked 1/2 a mile this morning. it was fun! i liked it. i also took two showers today. after running i had no clean underwear, so im wearing ryans boxers, because he has tons of clean stuff in his trunk at all times. i havent felt pretty at all today, but i feel happy. i also feel ( Read more... )

today i dropped butter on my boss' head and it was funny.

( survey survey survey! )

Honey you are a rock,
Upon which I stand,
And I came here to talk,
I hope you understand,
The green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could, anybody, deny you,
I came here with a load,
And it feels so much lighter now I met you,
And honey you should know,
That I could never go on without you,Green eyes ( Read more... )

well i got back from my one night philly stay at 1am last night. maybe later. all i know is im so tired, and am dreading work. but... maybe i wont have to be working with bagels much longer... because yesterday some woman stopped me in the street and had a 1/2 hour talk with me and my mom, saying she had just model scouted me. model! she said ( Read more... )

i hate tests. everything about them makes me nervous. i get choked up, i get lightheaded, i can't eat, and my stomach starts to hurt. no matter how well i think i know the material, as soon as i get there, i become totally unsure of myself and i walk out with a 50/50 chance of passing. i always, always assume that i failed. when i was little, i ( Read more... )