I stare at you, faded dreams,
Conjured love, jaded lies,
Compromise, everything,
To let it go, too much pain,
To keep it on, too much pain,
Walk away, jaded dreams,
Miss your love, faded dreams,
Realize, everything,
Was a lie, I did my best,
To conform, to your wishes,
so now they're lost, Faded dreams
please forgive my, Jaded lies

I am posting this in response to the surprise I had when I came to Livejournal.com and discovered it still actually existed. Weird.

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not comming to redding, my bad. Did get a new phone though! Same number, so give me a call so I can get your number added to it, my old phone doestn't even turn on so ah, yeah...can't access my phone list

I'm gonna be comming up to Redding not this weekend but next so ah, yeah, I got an itch for the lake....

I actually posted this in myspace last week...just..felt the need to do it here...even though no one's on this stupid thing anymore...I could post a nuclear attack and no one would notice ( Read more... )

Hey man, check these out...
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March 31st I'm homeless. YEAY!

I FINALLY registered my car today, after spending nearly 300 dollars. 70 for smogging (15 in Seattle), and 198 for registration (75 dollars in Washington)...thats.....205 dollars CHEAPER than Washington...fucking california, I swear. Here's the crazy part, my car PASSED smog! That pos spews exhaust into my cab when'er I come to an idol, having a ( Read more... )

put a gun in my mouth and paint the wall with my brains. I'm so tired of moving. I'm so tired of being broke. I'm so tired of having NOTHING work out. I don't think the thundervalley jobs gonna work out. Apparently I'm OVER qualified for the school, and they wont return my phone calls on whether or not I can just audition. fuck. I'm so sick ( Read more... )