so it's july. once again the summer is here to rain shit down on everything. i think about where my life has gone since this time last year and it's honestly frightening. people, places, mindset, it seems as though it has all changed. i had no worries, not a care in the world, no real ambition aside from the fact that i knew some time i'd go to ( Read more... )

i love amanda rose gilbert more than anything. i miss her so much. my new apartment is so lonely without her. i'm sick of sleepless nights without her. i'm sick of spending days staring at the phone hoping that her number will appear but not having it in me yet to call her. i would give anything to be lost in those big, beautiful, blue eyes. i miss ( Read more... )

contrary to popular belief i am still alive ( Read more... )

so much has been going on in my life as of late. it gets overwhelming, and as much as i'd like to say fuck it i don't ( Read more... )

i am working too much. forty hours this week (which is too much for me because i spent nine months unemployed and now this). it doesn't matter, in a month i'll be moving out, tranferring to the lenox dass, and starting at aveda. i'm ready for a change. i'm ready for a big change. i'm ready to get the ball rolling. on the other hand, i miss amanda. ( Read more... )

i am so set on doing a misfits cover band for the next halloween. i'd be playing guitar but i need three others. who'd be down ( Read more... )

i'm awake but no one else is, and i've had two cups of tea. i feel a big update is much needed. the point of this update is not to give some insight on my life though. nay, my life is fairly normal right now. got the old job back, sit at amanda's, see a few of you occasionally. what i'd like to do in this entry is to share with you what i am into ( Read more... )

i am home you fucks!

i am in the imperiet in denmark right now, otherwise known as "the underground venue of the north". things have been alright. prague and berlin were so fucking tight. both amazing cities, both good shows. ill post some pictures from berlin soon, as all of you who know me know that i did get a picture in front of the reichstag. nothing sketchy. no ( Read more... )

so basically i'm just chillin in glasgow right now. i feel good. i just showered and finished my tea. by the way, i'm bringing tea time back with me. it's one of the most amazing things ever. anyways, tour has been alright so far. amsterdam is such an amazing city. the two days i spent there were so nice. i don't care much for the southern half of ( Read more... )