ok.....well ive kind of got nothing to say , i mean ive got lots to say but really no feelings to put on this little blog of mine. i cut my thumb open today pretty badly

i dont know. i havent been feeling myself. i did somethign on a whim and it worked, but that doesnt sound like me. maybe all my time spent working has led me to develope a case of whimsy. i feel odd inside. for the first time in over a year, truly i feel different. its like something went away. maybe tha rain ootside has washed away my sorrow. ill ( Read more... )

why it has been a while. well im getting sicker and im feeling much more like hayate from naruto each day. school is going. applying to schools soon but so far away well to you little sister hope you reply so i can know how your doing

its been a while...ok people i feel horrible...i feel sick and i cant help my good friend out. i went to lazer quest friday hoping to spend tim ewith kimi and my frieds but my friends baile don me and kimi had her bf...so in the end i was left all alone sitting in the cold for over an hour...all i wanted to was talk to her..school is interestin.... ( Read more... )

i feel better. my chemical romance is happening in like 9 days and cant wait. hopefully ill be able to meet cori there. its funny cori was the things that i thought about before i went to bed the other day ( Read more... )

why is life worth it all. why not just commit suicide. its nt that hard just a little gash would do and then no more pain...... why cant you talk to me anymore what the hell is wrong with me. i loved you, i really did. now i cant trust anyone. youve ruined my already shitty life. i hope your happy. i hope youhave fun with your life. its not even ( Read more... )

man life is so boring. things with kimi arent looking much better than last entry. i visited skyler's college and i like it. im goign to visit again i liked it alot. i made friends with paul and it was a fun experience. th rooms are small but cool. im beginning to liek this girl rachel. not sure why but shes cool. i really dont know wat i ant in my ( Read more... )

all my life is endless pain. im nothing. the person i care about most wont ven answer me anymore and i loved her. i believed i truly did. but never will i know. i stuck by your side because i felt whole around you, just seeing you smile. it feels like a hole as ben ripped into my black heart. alienated from all i thought i found a partner in you ( Read more... )

yo what up my friends? i havce just gotten back from nyc and boston and i am tired.i missed talkign to kimi alot and i really wanna hold her hand and meet her. shes so great and i am feeling happy but tired but its a new thing for me these days

wow. i feel so much better. i like a girl kimi and she is possibly one of the cutest girls i have ever seen. hen we talked t felt like i had known her for so long, its wierd. well im feelign rather well today so chip chip cherio