Oct 03, 2005 07:02
why is life worth it all. why not just commit suicide. its nt that hard just a little gash would do and then no more pain...... why cant you talk to me anymore what the hell is wrong with me. i loved you, i really did. now i cant trust anyone. youve ruined my already shitty life. i hope your happy. i hope youhave fun with your life. its not even worth it is it, to me it is. you were one fo the few people to meet me and see me for who i was. i am nothing, i am death i am a punisher. thats my role in this life. brett isnt even alive anymore he hasnt been alive for weeks. i feel like a fucking shell to house this pain. why cant i die, others have. what damn purpose do i hold in this forsaken world? am i really to unite? who the fuck cares i want to become a doctor. when i finally get my degree then, i can do as i please. be able to save the lives to redeem for the ones i lost. i have no life. there is only a shell