its been so long. looking at the past entries brought a tear to my eye. ha, i used to think she was the one. i used to think i wanted to die, i used to think that the only thing worht living for was alcohol. wow, i think i ve changed ( Read more... )

sometimes i dont even know why i fucking try. god its been so long livejournal. ut seriuosly, i am haveing so many doubts about shit. and like wierd thoughts about her, and how manbye its not supposed to be like this. and shit about us that i thought i was never gunna think about. sometone please fucking call me. 4396347. i fucking hate this peole ( Read more... )

sorry about the last post. i couldnt get to it been grounded. so check up on it in the next couple das and ill reply i promise.
otehre then that. everyhtings ok i guess.

01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you ( Read more... )

The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed. There was a loophole in my dreaming,
so I got out of it. And to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open.
Just my nightstand and my dresser where those nightmares had just been.
So I dressed myself and left then, out into the gray streets.
But everything seemed different and completely new ( Read more... )

this is just to lighten the mood, to take our mind off the bullshit

( nigga )

i feel sick

medicine-could be?

distance from ones i love- mabye?

feeling so shitty when im not around her- thats more like it....

i love her so much. but i don tknowo if its healthy that im not happy when shes not with me. i need some help. i ned to get out of therapy and go to a one on one counseling. thats what i want. i know that would help ( Read more... )

fuck (almost) EVERTHING and EVERYBODY

im so sick of bullshit

i just want to run away with her problem free forever.
im looking forward to that day.

help!

i wish someone would call me.

hey everone im a po-zer because of the following:

I 'copied" kc's piercing just cause its cool looking. sorry i thought it was cool. i guess im just not smart enough to think of it mself. well fuck you i think i like it alot.

im growing m hair like connor. ah es, it will look sexy, but yeah i guess im so emo or hxc ( Read more... )

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