i'm a bad person.
i must accept it.

i haven't decided if i should figure my life out or let life figure it out for me.

i love. but i don't yet know what that means. we shall see.
this is the last time i will do this to myself.

tonight i will drink at your funeral.

i'm fucked up, but i'm fine ( Read more... )

i am forever destined to be the mistress, and never the wife.

i just spent about 23 minutes doing nothing but reading trade chat. and laughing. a lot ( Read more... )

i am nothing.

in one 2 hour long conversation my heart was destroyed so brutually i feel like i was caught in the aim of a shotgun and i'm now full of holes. so now i'm covered in spots and full of bleeding wounds. fantastic. who's going to want me now? oh yeah, that's right, i deserve this.

reading page after page about vampires late at night in the middle of the woods is not a good idea. after a while you begin to get anxious wondering when you will die. then there are the thoughts that werewolves are also a possibility. great. maybe a sexy succubus will come for me. i might be okay with some hot vampire sex before death. a smelly ( Read more... )

no, i do not love you.
no, i do not want to fuck you.
just stop. you look pathetic.

i am doing exactly what i wanted ( Read more... )

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