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i'm fucked up, but i'm fine.
i'm tired, but i'm awake.
i'm cold, but i'm sweating.
it seems my whole life these days is one giant contradiction.
and i suppose i'm okay with that. at least it makes things more intersting.
moving back to jacksonville again soon. maybe this time my life won't get destroyed. i have a good feeling i can survive now.
i got really drunk this weekend and ended up playing hide and seek, and then attemped to catch lightning bugs on the lawn. i feel like that's the way life should be.
my mom's last radiation treatment was today. knowing that, makes everything else seem easy.
and for the first time in a long time, i feel free.
i'm tired, but i'm awake.
i'm cold, but i'm sweating.
it seems my whole life these days is one giant contradiction.
and i suppose i'm okay with that. at least it makes things more intersting.
moving back to jacksonville again soon. maybe this time my life won't get destroyed. i have a good feeling i can survive now.
i got really drunk this weekend and ended up playing hide and seek, and then attemped to catch lightning bugs on the lawn. i feel like that's the way life should be.
my mom's last radiation treatment was today. knowing that, makes everything else seem easy.
and for the first time in a long time, i feel free.