seems like no one uses their livejournals anymore ( Read more... )

oddly enough, my deep depression left me as quickly as it came ( Read more... )

i've met someone new ( Read more... )

No longer raise up your arm against them ( Read more... )

"doesn't this conversation seem awkward to you?"
"not to me"
"my mistake"
"i'm still fighting myself"

you should have known. you can't fix what's broken.
have you ever fixed any sour human relationship before?

its never going to be the same.face the facts, my dear ( Read more... )

"pseudo-activity is allied with pseudo-reality in the design of a subjective position; an activity that overplays itself and fires itself up for the sake of its own publicity without admitting to what degree it serves as a substitute for satisfaction, thus elevating itself to an end in itself."

- t.w. adorno

sartre argued that masochism is an attempt by the For-itself (consciousness) to reduce itself to nothing, becoming an object that is drowned out by the "abyss of the Other's subjectivity".

by this sartre means that, given that the For-itself desires to attain a point of view in which it is both subject and object, one possible strategy is to ( Read more... )

i've lost my soul somewhere and i have to start looking for it ( Read more... )

today i got out of work early and i went to see loran so we could have a talk at ford field ( Read more... )

i didnt do anything patriotic this 4th of july ( Read more... )