PLEASE CIRCULATE -- AND TAKE A MOMENT TO SIGN ON YOURSELF ( Read more... )

I really don't feel well right now. I am getting better physically, my antibiotics have started to kick in, but i just don't feel right. I look at my life and i see someone starnge, someone who i never wanted to be. I used to be so outgoing and sponatneous and now i am a slave to the monotony of a 9-5 job and a full time student. I hate it. I miss ( Read more... )

what is this longing, this desire I feel. More than anything I really just want to leave. Not forever. I just need some tiem to myself to think, i need to get away. I feel like something is missing and I don't know what. I have love, I have freinds, I have family, a job, education...what the hell could possibly missing? Other than a few freinds who ( Read more... )

Well I dont have a kidney infection, so thats good. I do have a really strong UTI and a viral infection though. It fucking sucks. I haven't really been moving at all the past few days except to go to the doctors. My weekend was good though. Saw some old friends, got wasted, saw some good films. Ya know how it is. I love you all!

Something is very wrog with me...the antibiotics aren't working, this could be very serious...I may have a kidney infection, perhaps something worse

God damn it has been hot out. But I am lovin it. I actually got tan this year. I am not looking forward to goin back to school...I mean I want to go to school, but I am not looking forward to UPS per say. Maybe this year will be different. I hope so. If not I think i will transfer to Seattle U or something. I love seattle!!! I wish i had saved ( Read more... )

This weekend was a good weekend ( Read more... )

SO yesterday was strange. Me and Sky discussed alot of things, mostly we cried together. He said that he is split into two different people. One person wants to get back with me because he still loves me and the other wants to date other people and explore. I know he doesnt know who he is or what he wants, that is only expected at this age. Still ( Read more... )

I really have no idea what is going on anymore. One day someone is in love with you the next teyt don't know if they want to be in a realtionship...then you are back together..then aprt..they say they love you but need time. I can tell ya I am geeting sooooo sick of it all. Theyt say girls are indecisive, but jesus boys don't know what the fuck ( Read more... )

Well i guess it was all one big lie...i should have known...boys are shit...but girls are worse. Anyway after Sky said he loved me and wanted to be with me and we did soem things I would not have done otherwie he decides to tell me he isnt sure he wants to be with me and wants space. Normally that would be ok...i understand the needing space and ( Read more... )