unwell
I really don't feel well right now. I am getting better physically, my antibiotics have started to kick in, but i just don't feel right. I look at my life and i see someone starnge, someone who i never wanted to be. I used to be so outgoing and sponatneous and now i am a slave to the monotony of a 9-5 job and a full time student. I hate it. I miss being adventurous. I miss not caring. I miss not worrying about money, and grades and realtionships. I just want to be free of all these things that are holding me back from truly seeing the world.