I'm getting a new phone so I want to share this quotes that I keep in my phone and I read them on a daily bases especially if everyone around me is eating and before bed.

I hope this helps whom ever is reading this <3 ( Read more... )

I have been neglecting my post in such a long time...

I read back my old post and I have had so much will power and determination to achieve my goal weight.

I will beginning to post regularly since the new year is coming up and I will be hitting the gym.

My schedule had been super busy no time to do anything.

I'm still pretty much the same but this ( Read more... )

i'm such a failer
i should have lost so much weight by now
but i've been going up and down on
115 and 117
i have to eat everyday in front of my mom
it's pissing me off
i told her i can serve myself
im going to start coming home late so i can just dump out
the food after she leaves

my dad wont be home some time next week
fasting then =]

i took pictures of my ( Read more... )

I AM ( Read more... )

school has started. i have alot of work to do.
college life sucks.
i've meet a new guy. i like him lots.
hes so skinny. i feel fat next to him.
i dont want him to touch me.
because of my fat stomach and back.
i hate it

i went to the gym on sat.
my aunt was shocked at how skinny i am
she said i look great
i am no where near my goal weight.

i need to lose major ( Read more... )

i was pretty hung over today.
i have no idea how many calories i had
but i had around 4 mikes hard
i was pretty tipsy because i have i liver condition
therefore alcohol affects me pretty quick.

FML

(i had not breakfast- when hungover I'm never hungry which i love <3)
ate some dinner but little bites =]
i've been drinking alot of water
i cant wait to hit the ( Read more... )

just got back from the gym
i dont want to eat
i wanna lose weight
its all i think about

im kinda sad.
i hate boys.
the only guy that i like has a gf.
she is the complete opposite of me =/
like seriously.
why can't i just be thin? like naturally
i'm so jealous of girls that are thinner then me.
how i long to be that.
for people to be shocked at my weight loss.
i ( Read more... )

song: my fashion- fakebestfriend
he's lyrics are great pro ana
and great to work out too <3

nicole richie.
she is my thinspo.
i have always liked her ever since the simple life
"nicole or paris?" nicole <3
when she lost the weight
i was really inspired
she is a beautiful, funny, down to earth girl.
she is a great mom and a fashion inspiration.
i wish i would ( Read more... )