And I Go Back To December All the Time
I have been neglecting my post in such a long time...
I read back my old post and I have had so much will power and determination to achieve my goal weight.
I will beginning to post regularly since the new year is coming up and I will be hitting the gym.
My schedule had been super busy no time to do anything.
I'm still pretty much the same but this year I wanna get to the low hundreds which can be possible since once I start working out regularly I tend to lose weight quickly.
At least that's one gene that I appreciate.
My friends keep telling me I dont need to lose weight but I know their just saying that to be nice,
I will have a BEACH READY body by summer..I'm excited! I know I will have to really close my fucking mouth but thats possible =]
The only thing I have to avoid is dinner which my mom hovers over me BLAH.
Me and my sis have notice she is a binge eater which makes me more aware of food and such.
I have become to comfortable in restaurants and lunch rooms.
I want to be skinny as hell
feel my bones again
shiver from the cold
see my face sink in
and to be happy <3
CW:120-122
I havent been weighting myself everyday or keeping a diary but I will
this is the only place where I can express myself and I know I wont be judge
I'M A FUCKING FAILER BUT NOT ANY MORE.
I WILL PROVE MYSELF IN 2011.
IT WILL ALL BE DIFFERENT.
I read back my old post and I have had so much will power and determination to achieve my goal weight.
I will beginning to post regularly since the new year is coming up and I will be hitting the gym.
My schedule had been super busy no time to do anything.
I'm still pretty much the same but this year I wanna get to the low hundreds which can be possible since once I start working out regularly I tend to lose weight quickly.
At least that's one gene that I appreciate.
My friends keep telling me I dont need to lose weight but I know their just saying that to be nice,
I will have a BEACH READY body by summer..I'm excited! I know I will have to really close my fucking mouth but thats possible =]
The only thing I have to avoid is dinner which my mom hovers over me BLAH.
Me and my sis have notice she is a binge eater which makes me more aware of food and such.
I have become to comfortable in restaurants and lunch rooms.
I want to be skinny as hell
feel my bones again
shiver from the cold
see my face sink in
and to be happy <3
CW:120-122
I havent been weighting myself everyday or keeping a diary but I will
this is the only place where I can express myself and I know I wont be judge
I'M A FUCKING FAILER BUT NOT ANY MORE.
I WILL PROVE MYSELF IN 2011.
IT WILL ALL BE DIFFERENT.