im back at college, ive been here for all of like 2 hrs at the most, and i already miss my matthew more then words can explain. im not sure why i miss him so much right now, i kno i will see him friday. well, i kno why i miss him, its because i love him so much. but i guess i just figured that as the weeks went on and i had to say good bye that it ( Read more... )

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today is going alright so far. woke up..called my matthew and woke him up...he didnt seem too impressed. but i like hearing his voice. then i went to wonderful bio...took a test. cant imagine that i did so well. it was pretty rough, things that we went over like the first day of classes were on the test. so yea, i think i passed though, which is ( Read more... )

well, i just got back at college. i went home for the weekend. it was a good time. im always happy when i get to see my matthew:-) i miss him a lot. i just got here and i already have that feeling in the pit of my stomach, like i missing something, im missing matthew. oh well though, hopefully he will come to see me on thursday:-) it would make me ( Read more... )

well things have been goin pretty good. im going home tomarrow for the weekend, pretty excited for that. me and matthew are fine now, im pretty sure anyways. he wasing kinda un clear. but whatever, im just excited that i will be able to see him. he got a promotion at papa bear. hes not the assistant manager, and is making .50 cents more. woowee. ( Read more... )

welp, things have been a lil weird lately. well more like the past 2 days. i kinda feel like matthews avoiding me a lil bit..or doesnt care enough to call me. im sure im just over reacting, but its a lil hard when im 2 hours away and im the one thats always calling him all the time and trying to get in touch. like he doesnt care to talk to me, or ( Read more... )

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well, i havent posted in a few days. been kinda been ack kinda busy. im at college now, thought it was gonna be a great thing...not so sure anymore. everyone back home is having all sorts of fun and goin to parties while me and becky are here..doing nothing..being bored out of our minds. oh well though, whatcha gonna do? it has to get better... ( Read more... )

well, these past few days have been pretty good. monday night i played some beruit with my matthew, erica and her matthew. a good time was had by all..until we ran outta beer. lol oh well though.

last night matthew went to rivertrail without me, i didnt really feel like goin, so i stayed at his house and went to bed. he was home at midnight, so i ( Read more... )

well everythings been goin pretty good lately. a lotta of time has been spent gettin stuff for college. i leave the 10th. im pretty excited, but nervous as well. i kno that im gonna miss a lotta people around here, and i kno that i wont even get to see a lot of them before i leave. nothin i can really do about it though.

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