somehow my breath seems a little heavier tonight ( Read more... )

emotion is an odd thing... sometimes.... geez i dont even know how to say this, and for me that is odd... emotion is, to me something very strange. it is a connection between two people that cannot be completely explained, or ever completely understood. it is like a sharing of experiences. like watching them getting stabbed in the heart is equally ( Read more... )

darkness is something many write about unknowingly. they write about it sometimes as friend, sometimes as something to be feared, and yet others write about it being something unknown. i write about it being a gap. a space and flaw in the fabric of reality. it is a place where few things are seen, yet many things see. a place where you can go to be ( Read more... )

in websters new edition,a "misanthrope" is "a person who strongly dislikes other human beings." when you think about this, it is a contradiction. how can you hate all of humanity? how can you ever know all of humanity? and anyone who hates things without knowing them is extremely close-minded. its frustrating to me, to think that there are people ( Read more... )

we won tonight 3-1 over tower, on their field. absolutely perect retribution. we beat them getting ( Read more... )

its strange how the englis language works... something can be "frozen" and not have anything to do with cold... it can be "hot" and have nothing to do with heat...something can be "dead" but still be living. so in reality, words mean nothing at all. so if you think about it, why should we speak? what do we talk about... things that, when it comes ( Read more... )

i havent known what it was to play at my best in a long time... i havent played at 100% since goalie camp, which is really too bad...but today will be different... if i have to injure everyone on my team, i WILL play my best...

despite the fact that i have no tme for anything, i fnd myself very upset. im upset with myself because i cant think anymore. today i heard a great line. it was the line of a song about a man, talking to a painter in the park, and when the man described a scene with the countryside, and a little house in spring, and a lady on the porch the painter ( Read more... )

right now is one of those times i dont understand... i dont want to talk about it because it makes me feel weak just thinking this way. but i dont know wut to do ( Read more... )

you know, it really doesnt matter at all if you want something or not. it doesnt matter if youre ready for whats coming. and you know why that is? because its going to come whether you like it or not. so be ready, because when it comes, youre going to wish you had complained less, and prepared more ( Read more... )