well here i am... getting ready for a date and i am more nervous than i have ever been. the most ridiculous part: she is already my girlfriend. yep shes mine. and im terrified ( Read more... )

i have found a cure i think... reading ( Read more... )

start conditioning again today. gunna suck. oh well ( Read more... )

this is hard to explain. im happy lately. i am. but somehow, my life is different. new house. new friends. new teams. new habits. new outlook. and ive been truly happy for a couple months now. but today, i found something i didnt really know i had lost. i dont know what i was thinking when i decided that it was something that was to be thrown away ( Read more... )

yunno, you filled a space in my life. and now youve been gone a long time because i knew u were bad for me. u didnt need me, but i needed you. but that didnt seem to matter to you. nomatter how much i tried. and you continually threw me away. i dont deny sometimes i was an ass, but you were too. and you used me. and here i am, thinking about you. ( Read more... )

when two things touch, a gateway is formed. a gateway of energy. and when one object has more or less energy, an imbalance is created in this gateway. energy, by the grace of newton, flows from high energy to low energy areas. in this way, when a cold thing touches a warmer thing, it feels warmer, not because its amount of energy is actually "warm ( Read more... )

conveniently, the fabric of my existence tears in half. what doesnt rip, i destroy on my own. i hate this thing in front of me. and so i destroy him and all the things he stood for. i break his family, his friendships, his school life, and finally the mirror i see him through ( Read more... )

for some reason i feel like crap.... for some reason 3/4 of my friends seem to make me feel like shit... seriously... i dont know how i fell in with the people i did... and the people who used to rock, now seem to hate me for some reason... i think im straying from my objective. i think that its time again to go on my own away from everyone. iv ( Read more... )

if an angel fell from heaven and asked for your help, could you look past the faded aura and the crushed wings to the soul inside ( Read more... )