First Love Never Dies

Jul 10, 2012 07:45

Two days ago i had a surprise meeting with someone from my past, someone that i thought i've forgotten completely from my life. Well, it's not exactly a planned meeting, i just coincidentally saw him at the supermarket where me and my mom went shopping to. If someone ask me who he is (or more like, was) to me, i wouldn't be able to tell, mainly ( Read more... )

love, experience, angst

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yaoiokami July 10 2012, 12:48:24 UTC
Hey you, I hope you're doing better.

That really seemed like a complicated relationship you had going there. I find it very confusing that you guys never spoke face to face. It's very strange and maybe that's what got you so... attached? Perhaps you really never knew him and if you had, I think it could have been avoided. It's a lot harder to hide your raw expression when you're face to face than through text. Although it's a little late and you can only learn from experience, I hope you get through this ok.

I had my first real love when I was 14-15. He was six years older than me at the time and it would have been a crime had we ever dated. He liked me a lot though, and I liked him very much too but it seemed like he couldn't wait for me. So he got married shortly after I turned 15. My heart was crushed. And I know this was my first love because thinking about it now, it makes me cry even though it's been roughly seven years. I'm ok because it doesn't affect my day to day life but it's a loss that hurts me a lot ( ... )

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sashitae July 11 2012, 23:32:36 UTC
Hey to you too ( ... )

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