Well, since my last post, things have definitely changed a LOT ( Read more... )

I didn't post in here about Eain losing his first tooth! It happened a couple of weeks ago. We had his toothless party at Burger King with cake and balloons. He cried when his tooth came out and said he wanted it back in, but he was super happy when I told him about the party ( Read more... )

I found out Friday night that I didn't have a miscarriage after all! I am still pregnant. I am about 8weeks and due 3/9/12. I was starting to lose weight and getting excited about maybe getting under 200lbs, and now I'm prego again, lol ( Read more... )

Oh wow! I am a little overwhelmed right now ( Read more... )

Tonight has brought me a lot of healing. we have been talking and working out issues and thoughts and feelings and the honesty and openness right now is very good for all of us. There is not a shred of hope right now of us reconciling, but we are talking more than we have in our entire 16 year marriage. He has always been an introverted person, ( Read more... )

Everything happens for a reason. I feel like the miscarriage forced me to face all the emotions and have to deal with them instead of festering, bottling it all up. I would have loved to meet this little person. I am so sad that I can't have it. But I also know it's probably best. Smart little soul, maybe it will come back to me. Thank you sweet ( Read more... )

I suppose I will be using my journal a lot more now, but maybe not as I have no idea how often I will have access to internet ( Read more... )

It's been 5 months since my last entry ( Read more... )

My little insomniac is causing issues with the new sleeping arrangements! She has been waiting till I go to bed, then going in Alanna's room to watch movies and keep an eye on Sage. This wakes up Alanna eventually, and now Alanna's sleep is disturbed because of it. Alanna used to be up by 8am, now she's sleeping in till 11-12! I don't need two ( Read more... )

I knew it would happen. I hoped it would happen sooner than this, but I knew it wouldn't take forever. Eain finally pooped in the toilet! He will be 5 in a week! That's a long time to wait for your kid to potty train ( Read more... )